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So it’s that time of year again; time for my annual column to “no one knows whom.” It’s a tradition. Every year I put it out there and lay it all on the line… OK, I lay most of it on the line. But that’s really just for self-preservation.

And since this year’s rotation was really dominated by Iron & Wine, accordingly, quite a few songs by one Samuel Beam are the vessels of my sentiment.

Iron & Wine – “Cold Town”
So it’s been a minute since she’s been a vital part of my life, but the essence of this song is just about how mundane life is when she’s not around. And it’s true. When I see her number, nay, area code on my phone, everything becomes more vibrant.

Iron & Wine – “Bird Stealing Bread”
Longing for someone. Remembering the good time. Imagining how and what they’re doing. This song strikes my very core.

Iron & Wine with Calexico – “Dead Man’s Will”
Yeah, it’s a somber track, but it makes me think. This is like the ultimate song of regrets. And when it comes to her, I’ve got plenty of regrets. I just hope that I don’t carry them to my grave.

Iron & Wine” – Fever Dream”
I really just love how simple this song is. The vocals are just shy of haunting and the guitar really calms me. It’s just a loving portrait.

Iron & Wine – “The Trapeze Swinger”
I’ve actually already gone over this song. But again, it speaks of youth and growing apart, both of which really resonate with me, when it comes to her.

Iron & Wine – “My Lady’s House” – I like the notion of finding comfort in someone else. Granted, she’s not a spiritual figure, but in many ways the lyrics of the song are applicable to how I feel about her.

TV on the Radio – “Family Tree”
Those BK hipsters have crafted quite the ballad and even I’m shocked at how poignant it is. Not that I didn’t think they had it in them, but that it’d make this list? Regardless, their lyrics evoke some powerful imagery, fits the theme.

Radiohead – “All I Need”
I could never ever completely give myself to someone else. The idea of opening up, confessing and being naked and vulnerable doesn’t really entice me. But this song gives me pause and makes me want to take baby steps in that direction.

Wale – “The Grow Up”
This is a song that I wish I could live up to; I’d love to be on that level. It’s what I aspire to reach to.

Beck – “Chemtrails”
Not really a romantic track, but I like the idea of just lounging and watching the sky. It’s peaceful and poetic at the same time.

She & Him – “I Thought I Saw Your Face Today”
It’s a sort of complex story, which is why it resonates so well. Plus, sometimes I totally experience that title.

Yeah, I know, this week was way personal. But next week will be better. Wait, next week is Christmas. That means it’ll totally be better.